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The field of play...

So, I was in a relationship (when I say ‘relationship’ I mean of any kind; the man behind the counter at the corner store and I are in a relationship.. it’s only a Hi, how are you? and see ya later type thing but it is a relationship nonetheless), so this 'relationship’ which I thought was developing into a romantic one turned out to not be what I hoped for, or what I was putting in the effort to have it be.  Anyway, you know what? That’s ok!

Well, in focusing on what I thought was in front of me, I shied away from, or declined, the advances of gentlemen callers (there were a few).  Why?  I suppose as to not get my feelings confused.  Playing the field is something that I fear.  Fear of falling for more than one guy; fear of hurting someone; fear of having to keep secrets about whom else I’m dating; fear of being labelled easy or a slut.  Plus, I do like to see where things are headed when I feel something is right.  If it doesn’t work out, then I take a break and move on.  

Playing the field seems to work for others and they enjoy the meeting different people.  Not saying that I don’t enjoy meeting guys; I’m just unsure if I’m emotionally equipped for this ball game.   I could be missing out something though.  Putting all my eggs in one basket while suddenly the road has become a cobblestone street, it’s night time, dark, and I’m walking in stilettos, what do I do?

It’s time to put myself out there!  There plenty of men, and plenty of baskets *blush*

Don’t you think?

cru-29 replied to your post: I am on my last day of the master cleanse, day 10! So proud, about 12lbs down, I use have a butt that was worth to be in King mag not so much now…Lol. On your 2nd ease out day, you still had juice and smoothies, why not the recommend vegetable soup?
Ok. I’m planning to make homemade soup as well…my boyfriend also did the cleanse, we have never been more excited about our soup and salad dinner on Sunday!

Happy Eating to you both!  Congrats on the weight you have lost!.  I’ve frozen my leftover soup and will be having it on Sunday

thejoyofq replied to your photo

Why do you think this is funny?

It’s the shadiness of the quote… I come from the NYC gay club scene it reminded me of those times… it simply could have said ‘hot mess’ and I would have still posted it.

I follow a few transTumblrs and I love to read their posts and am amazed by their courage and strength and love.  I have also posted and reblogged posts having to do with transgender issues.  I do understand why you ask though.

I have no intention to harm the LGBT community which I am part a of. 

Power to the Q!