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The Build Up...

So… What is it like giving up masturbation for lent? 

Well… I have done it once before (in my 20s).  It was torture then and it is torture now.  Certain times of the day I get manic and just want to jump on something and hump away.  LOL…

Choking the chicken is not a daily routine for me.  Nevertheless, the hormonal changes, the physically urge to release, and probably the what makes it worse is the mental aspect; I have told myself that I would not do this for 40 days and 40 nights.  I always want what I can’t have.  

There is nothing is this world that is keeping from rubbing one out… except for this masochistic need.

Easter is around the corner. #sigh