diet

Weight and see...

So, a few years ago I began the mission to lose weight; 40 lbs was my goal. Through diet, exercise, and a few cleanses I reached my goal and then some.

Even with the weight loss I find myself afraid of buying new clothing. I have a few things in smaller sizes, some of them I was not comfortable wearing out and I had them for over a year. I am able to wear them now but getting new stuff scares me. image

I have this feeling that I’ll get the smaller sizes and in a few months I will gain the weight back and won’t be able to wear the items. Also, I got so comfortable covering up with the larger sizes; I tried on skinny jeans and felt exposed coupled with this idea that, even though they fit fine, that I looked ridiculous in them.  What looks ridiculous are my 32s falling off me. I hate sagging pants and yet I still put them on.

Writing this is helping see my crazy thought process.  I’ll buy a few things here and there, and I will continue to try and eat right and go to the gym like I have been doing.

Cleansing again Days 7, 8, 9, &10!!

I did it! Today is Day 10 of the Master Cleanse.  I feel great and it has help a lot with my muffin top (spare tire).  Still quite energized and not hungry however; not feeling hungry doesn’t mean that I have not had cravings especially during times where I am bored.  

This had me thinking about keeping myself active so I do not find myself standing in front of the open refrigerator, munching on everything, just because I think I’m hungry when I am really just bored.  I can always go for a walk and window shop. 

I made to the gym on Day 7 and 10 (light work out on both days; 20 mins of cardio on an elliptical machine and some weight training [lighter weights, less reps and one less set])

This is the last Master Cleanse of the year for me.  I believe I will do it once per year going forward, and the first weekend of June seems like the perfect time start.

BTW, I weighed myself this morning; I’m 147 lbs; I’ve lost 9 lbs total.  What I would like to do is gain that back as lean muscle.  Wish me luck!

Cleansing again Days 4, 5 & 6

Well, it’s the early morning of Day 6.  I feel great and have felt energized since about midday of Day 3.  If I recall, it took to somewhere between Days 5 and 7 the last time for me to feel this way.  I went to the gym last night for some light cardio and very little weight training.   

I have broken the 150 mark!  I am 149 lbs.  I am really doing this for detoxification purposes this round, but the added bonus is weight loss.  Once I am done with the cleanse, I hope to gain back the weight in muscle. to put me back around 155 lbs.  I’ve officially lost 7 lbs so far.  

My skin is clearing up!  I hate adult acne!  I used real aloe (buy a branch and cut a cube of it it every other night) on my face; works wonders.

Anyway, I’m up early for the salt water flush… gotta get “going"