One of the 7 deadly sins…
Boy am I ever a sinner! I can sit there hoping that things would just happen by magic, and I would never have to put any effort into it. Me not wanting to get out of bed (prior to finding a job) until 2pm; not cleaning my apartment; not even answering a ringing phone.
I surely got up out of bed to take the next hit. Drug use fueled my laziness; running away from responsibility.
Recovery is showing me that living life takes work. As much as I would rather not have to do anything, I still need to work on want I want out of life. You get what you put in.
Lack of action is harmful.
Today, I get to work on living a life beyond my wildest dreams - one day at a time
