So, I checked my bank account online today. OVERDRAWN!!! By quite a bit, I might add. Things are gonna be rough this summer because of it.
I am on a fixed income. The public assistance I receive I can barley survive on. Now that I have this overdrawn account I need to reconcile, I am always gonna be behind on something - never catching up. I’m lost right now; I don’t know what to do.
I want to start looking for work - Sure, that’s a great plan but what do I do when my mobile phone service is suspended? OK, I just projected but I can’t help but think about that. I also use my phone to get online via tether. What to do, what to do?
I still need an AC, I need to pay my electric bill, I need money for transportation, toiletries, etc etc.
I may be broke, but I am not dead! There is a solution somewhere.
There was a time in my life that I would say to myself, “Fuck it, I am broke anyway, why not just spend what little I have left on crystal”. That is not an option and it certainly is not a solution.