No pencil here!!!
I’m so glad I don’t have to live that way anymore. Those Sundays recovering from Friday and Saturday nights of drug use. Falling into sketch mode as a started to crash from the substances. Indeed I wasn’t all there (in the head).
Not knowing what to do with myself, I would tinker with projects or watch my computer defrag. Wouldn’t be able to have a conversation with anymore. Those days, I do not miss at all.
Staying clean I get to be present - one day at a time.